it's been a while since i posted...i know....and i have had a lot to write about, but just don't seem to have the time to do the writing....
i was thinking this past week about the month of february....how it's the shortest month of the year, but seems to be the one of hardest months to get through....i don't understand it, why it brings the pain it does...i mean i can pin point events and days, that make it hard....i can blame the missing piece of my heart and that throughout february you are reminded of love.....or the the fact that winter has been here and been here too long at this point....
i have tried to keep myself busy with work, school, friends....anything to keep my mind off of the month....and it's worked to a point....but i am still alone, so no matter how busy i might be, there i find myself alone....
february will be over in a few days....and march will be here....with march comes the hopefulness for spring....flowers and trees begin to bloom again....and then february can be behind us, until next year...
